Monday, August 8

nope, doesn't matter...

sometimes.....

does it matter what i say?

when i'll deny it anyway.

does it matter what i do?

when all i do is think of you.

does it matter how i feal?

when my love you have for me is not real.

why do i create you time and time again in my dreams?

these made up you's are dream men without themes.

how can you be so blind to my affection?

why do i make you out to such perfecction?

you're not who i want you to be; not my dream man

but i fell in love with you and you got the upper hand

and not only did i fall for you

but not the "you" i wished for, too...


i hate loving you

13 Comments:

Blogger Dryad said...

aw... how touching.... your little hero changed for the worst. given up on your frog theme hm?

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 12:07:00 PM  
Blogger fiddlin' fool said...

I have the very same problem.....

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 8:02:00 PM  
Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

i know exactly what you mean! you can't do anything about who you want to fall in love with! it just happens and then you say, "ugh! i didn't want to fall in love with him! but he's so perfect..." i have to say that i am in that phaze where i want to be in love and at the same time, don't want to be in love.

juene fille de chevals

p.s. there was a guy at fair. he was nice and funny and rides horses... but, it only lasted two days. besides he has a gf. if they break up (i'm not going to encourage it!) then maybe i'll fall for him again, i think he's joining our 4-h club... for now... i have no love... except Logane, and Avan and Troy and Legolas (of course) all of which don't even exist in this world!!!

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 8:23:00 PM  
Blogger Esperanza Rising said...

yeah, he's really nice and perfect for you roch. To bad he has a girlfriend! *sigh*. He's such a flirt, tho...lol.

la chica bonita

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 10:07:00 PM  
Blogger Dryad said...

*sigh* I have never 'fallen in love' (aka crush) with a guy that sickened me. i have had the two day thing, i have just given up on guys, they are all so stupid, in general.... hott ones are rude and evil and have flocks of girls chasing them, all the nice ones are not the nicest looking and you dont run into them much.... except one....*cough*

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 10:37:00 PM  
Blogger Polenta said...

look, talwena. i know who you are and i consider you a friend, though i haven't seen you in a while, but i really don't appriciate you making fun of my poetry. i take the chance to publish my raw feelings and it takes some courage. so please, if you have critisism, tell it to my face, okay? thanks

-g

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 10:47:00 PM  
Blogger Dryad said...

ok, ok. no, i think your poetry is pretty good actually, i am just so bored and have nothing else to say....

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 12:31:00 PM  
Blogger Nature's Daughter said...

you think he was perfect for me??? well... he did pretty much have all the required attributes... but he was a major flirt!! that's why i thought he didn't have a gf! but then he was all quiet and fidgety when she was there... it was wierd.... he was really nice though....

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 7:51:00 PM  
Blogger fiddlin' fool said...

do you really want a guy who flirts that much?

Wednesday, August 10, 2005 8:07:00 PM  
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