driving...an actual CAR!!!

ok, so i decided that i would meet up with yellow ducky's worst fear. she thinks that it is so terrible that the government should trust me enough to let me have a job this summer and also to let me have my liscense (a thing that will be relatively soon). i know, girl, it's creepy but i'm at the right age for crap like this to be somewhat happening.

anyhoo, today, my mom and i went for our first driving session out on the roads. i'd been practicing in parking lots before because i can only learn on a manual (or stick-shift) car due to the fact that we don't frickin own anything but these kind of cars. i did really well, though. i actually didn't run over/kill all the kids that we came across and suprisingly, i ran into no poles/cars/trees/houses/animals (thank god! i would have been crushed...or...they would have been...i'm confused)/bikers/stores/...well, you get the picture. i am getting the hang of shifting much better and i am truly excited about driving.

it is quite a responsibility and i'm ready for it. but i will NOT be involved in any car accidents of get any tickets 'cause i'm gonna be WAY TOO CAREFUL!!! i couldn't live with the fact of hurting anyone else in the car i hit or in mine. so, when i do get my liscense, if any of my friend's parents will allow them to ride with me know this....the car will NOT start without everyone's seatbelts on. i will not be paying much attention to things inside the car. i'll be focused on the road.

some of the videos at driver's ed just hit home for me. they were mostly things i knew but there was one that showed footage of bad car accidents and the people from them and let me tell you. it was real and very disturbing. the body does not naturally bend the way that i saw in these movies. i'll not say more but i'll just let you know that you can't see that kind of thing and then go drink and drive. or go drive and not pay attention. it's just something that you don't and should never do.

i value the life of my friends too much to let them come to such...ends. i will be a careful driver...no matter what. thus and such i do hereby swear. i really couldn't live with the consequences that come from accidents like that....

so much writing! i must be addicted!

hey, check out these awesome lyrics. ok, calm down everyone. i know i must be really weird and obssessed to post four things in one day and all in the same hour. but just check these out and please, feal free to laugh and applaud my wonderfullness!!

meeee!!!

coldplay-the scientist

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need ya

And tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions

Oh lets go back to the start

Running in circles, coming in tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science, science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, chasing tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Ooooohhhhhhh [x4]

coldplay-don't panic lyrics

Oh, we're sinking like stones

All the we fall for

All those places we've grown

All of us are done for

We live in a beautiful world,

Yeah we do, yeah we do,

We live in a beautiful world,

Oh, we're sinking like stones

All the we fall for

Homes, places we've grown

All of us are done for

We live in a beautiful world,

Yeah we do, yeah we do,

We live in a beautiful world.

Oh, all that I know,

There's nothing here to run from,

'Cause here, everybody here's got somebody to lean on.

being thrilled, reading, writing, house sitting, and drooling over hugh jackman!

i'm so thrilled that people are actually commenting on my site! it's so much fun to log in and see that someone has said something. i just wanted to say so and to let everyone who comments know that i REALLY, REALLY, REALLY apreciate it. it makes blogging even more fun! so please, everyone, continue...you guys make my day!!!

well, today has been a good day. not outstanding...just good. i didn't run into any big problems that would cause me to rant and rave and i didn't do something stupid, like bite my arm off by mistake or something like that. i had a fun time hanging out with my friends at bookclub and enjoyed hearing their thoughts about the book we disscussed, the count of monte christo. that is such a long book. but (i know, i know, i haven't finished it yet so how could i have a full opinion of the book) i liked it a lot. i guess i should say like it a lot since i'm still reading it! i can't stop reading a book like that! it was majorly exciting. i can't wait to read more.

i wrote a lot in my journal today. i do that a lot. it's a really great outlet and i can always express myself completely since there is no judgement made on my by it, my journal. the entry was really long since i was so busy this last weekend that i didn't have any time to write in it. i am constantly doing so and get in at least two long entries a day. it makes me really sad when i don't have time to do this but i always try to make up for it.

i was house-sitting with my sister and we watched the movie van helsing. i hadn't seen it before but it was really, really good! plus, hugh jackman always looks good, no matter what. but then again, someone was mean enough to ruin my dream and actully marry him and have two kids! rrrrrrgh!

it's funny since i heard from so many people who like this sort of movie, that it was bad. i assume that this means the story was not very acurate to either vampires and the theories that they carry, or van helsing (i am not aware of a story about him having been in exhistance before the movie came out). but i must say that the high definition television we were watching it on made the people and other beings in the movie jump out at you. in other words, it was awesome!

well, i have written enough for now and when people see how long this is already, they will most likely shie away from reading it! so longs, to you all!

just to say it...

just wanted to say that i got all my problems worked out and now my blog is....perfect!!!! and now, i have many other cool things that i can waste my time doing!!! see ya's!

working out some problems

hey! so i made some changes and got a different template! i think that it looks cool! but i'm still having problems with my side bar which holds my profile and links and stuff! aargh! but i had a crazy weekend and i'm so sick of being busy!!! you never know how much you like lazyness until you can't practice the wonderful art! it's so nice just sitting here...typing this note and realizing that i have made a mistake and i have to go find out how i can get a title on this composition. aaa well, i'm talking to rochwen right now on the phone so i'm gonna stop writing for the time being. peace out, folks!