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i need to be near my friends right now

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forgotten again

i am here

can you see that i am here?

do you know, i used to always watch you?

the things you do....

looking up to you?

did you know?

did you know...

everthing i did....

i measured by you?

i thought what you might do....

what i might do to be like you.

but do you know

i do not anymore....

and never will again?

you have lost me by these foolish things you do

the uncaring that i feel emminating from you

can't you see that i despise you now?

the new you that you have replaced with my idol?

can't you see what you do?

the hurt you cause in me and 2?

can't you see that i can't talk to you anymore?

i don't know who you are or what you've become

and i'm not trying to find it out....

not even trying...

because i have sworn to care as much for you....

as you do for me.

thus i don't care at all

and never will again

the pain is too much and if you can't see it....

you're blind.

forgotten, all alone.

maybe it's best you forgot me

maybe it's better this way....

i have to be who i am

and you, who you pretend to be.

i go my seperate way.

i won't ever again try to rely on you...

it's obviously too much for you to remember me...

alone, i am forgotten, yet again

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damn you, blue eyes! damn you!!!!

the fourth but still here...you are i mean...why are you looking at me?

well, happy fourth of july everyone!!! i was just going to post a short notice here saying that work was going well and i am doing great.

love ever you last

tonight i may be going to fireworks with some members of my family but i do not know at the moment. well, i must leave now...

why do i deserve to suffer under your blue eyes?
stop looking into my soul!
it should be closed off from you who are so far away...

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